i DONT actually feel that way. trust me, i do NOT hate love.

What is love exactly? Something that is there to comfort you when you need it the most? i find it that love is a necessity in life. without it, we are all just people who are living in this lifeless world. nobody i know can be called anything less than happy but no more than florescent. the people are all living their lives waiting, and comtemplating about absolutely nothing! if they are gonna waste time at all waiting for something, it might as well be to find love. when i see these people walking around in the park staring into each other's eyes passionately in love, i wonder what my life would be like if i was in their situation. i think i would be soaring through the clouds higher than any bird or plane could go. nothing or nobody would be able to stop my insanity. its not like i would be insane with craze...just with passion. every night, i wouldnt be able to sleep at all. not even for one minute. i would be just lying there in the dark just barely seeing anything anywhere, and be hoping and wishing, and begging for the night to pass so i could wait for the next time i get to see him. see the look in his face when he sees me. but all of a sudden he would vanish and i would wake up. i realize that none of this makes any sense, but it can. love is something that we need, we want, but cant have... it sucks!